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Thursday, 11 March 2021
When everything stops for a moment
In recent years, perhaps thanks to regular meditation and yoga practice, I have come to enjoy my intuitive capability: thinking of a long-forgotten friend in the morning and picking up the phone just to find a message from her or attracting certain situations and events to materialise. It is greatly entertaining for me, while keeping in surface the playfulness and gratefulness of this wonderful gift.
As with everything else in this universe, opposits exist, yin and yan, masculine and feminine, light and shadow. So it is with the intuition, along with positive energies, I sense threats, tension and unexplanable terror at times.
This morning, my family followed an exceptional schedule. My husband had to leave early to drive to Southern part of the country and therefore we all had to wake up earlier, kids to prepare for school and bus. It has been raining and extremely windy since yesterday and I disliked the idea of my husband leaving at these wheather conditions. At lunch I receive a message from my mother from 2000 km away "my leading star has corona" she writes in her post with pictures of her Mercedes frozen in the snow (-20 C). The car is covered with plankets and plugged to a heating fan. The picture makes me smile, as it illustrates so well the persistance of my mother when faced with adversity. She is angry as she was planning to drive the 450 km home and there was a snow storm arriving later in the afternoon. I observe the similarities in the stubborness of my two loved ones, one facing snow, the other in storm.I want to send her a message to stay overnight at the chalet, while knowing it is probably useless. I feel anxious the whole morning and have difficulties to concentrate at work. My thoughts go on the roads. At lunch, I am relieved to hear my husband drive in from the front gate. It had been a tough drive. In the afternoon I glance at my phone to have updates from my mom. There are none, but from my sister. There had been an accident, my mom was in the ambulance on her way to the hospital. My breath stops, I cannot believe it happened. At once, while being immensily relieved that she is alive, I feel suddenly upset at her going against the stream, not following universe's signs, not following her intuition. I send prayers and blessings to her that she will be safe. I love you mom.
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